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Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
5:35 pm - ugh
It's bad that I've developed a hatred towards anyone who doesn't have a job.

Ps-I hate my life.

(3 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
8:14 pm - What the fuck?
Dear South Kingstown Police Department,

you ruined my day today.


Sunday, January 14th, 2007
7:27 pm - Fuck it
For the past few months I've been wanting to go to a college with at least one person I was friends with at high school. This is completely not the case anymore. I feel like half of the people that I've been close with throughout of high school have completely shut me out of their lives. All these new cliques have formed and I don't fit into any of them. All these people who have basically forgotten about me still try to think that they treat me like a true friend, but none of them do. I've realized that no one sincerely cares about me. But whenever I say anything, or post one of these everyone will act like they do. But come a few weeks they still don't care.

Who know's, maybe it's me? I've always only been the friend for a few cheap laughs and that's all people have ever wanted from me. I'd like to think that I've matured in the past few years, but maybe these people just can't stand me, fair enough. I don't really have a shitty life, and a lot of them face pretty crappy things in their life and I just can't relate to that. Whenever I do go out, I'm just tagging along as a groupie and it sucks.

I can't wait to go to college. I want to go where no one else goes and meet new people. My friends have made my past few weeks miserable. I'm sure it's not intentional but I've been really upset lately. 

The worst past is that I have to go on Tuesday and when people say anything I'll have to tell them I wasn't talking about them or just pretend that nothing's wrong.

And no, I'm not putting this up for some quick attention. I honestly just want people to know how I'm feeling. And no, this is not a guilt trip, just know how I feel.

(4 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Wednesday, January 10th, 2007
8:44 pm - ERGHH

I really can't handle school right now. Way too much shit is going down and I just don't the time/motivation/patience for school.

I would seriously fuck school but I just don't really have the time.

Second Derivative Absolute Value Relative Extrema Maximum Trig Functions???
Calculus, you make me so sad.

(1 Scünci Ho / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Monday, January 1st, 2007
8:28 pm - Things that I loved in 2006
  • 12th night with Cassidy
  • Austin and Andrew in skimpy costumes and tights (occuring on MORE than one occasion mind you)
  • Timmy Ho Ho's/ "Rip Cweam?:
  • Mr and Mrs Rrrrutherford
  • Basement scooter (Don't act like you didn't try it when you are at my house!)
  • Drunken study all-nighters (the drunken part really defeated the purpose of studying though...)
  • Spice Girl Revival
  • Debit Card
  • Intervention/Crying Session
  • 2nd motha fuckin place at Berklee
  • Never really knowing how to properly spell Berklee
  • Fagan (before he got fat on anti-depressants...or so I'm assuming)
  • All New Englands
  • Chicago!
  • All-State
  • Fooling off with Caley, Katherine, Pat, Jenny and Elise in APUSH (including preventing naps and doodling many a penis)
  • Chelsea's massive APUSH study guides that basically passed me (love you girl!)
  • Pictionary
  • Text Messages
  • Jake
  • Friends
  • Competing with the fat people in Richard Simmon's tape (and that cat/jump/gay move)
  • Renaissance Games
  • eSKpades
  • Oprah Mural
  • April Vacay
  • Sleepovers
  • Binge Tanning
  • P-ROM!
  • Slip n'slides (I laughed the hardest I've ever laughed that day with Ben and Cassidy)
  • Why is we have no blankets?
  • Oh yes we can!
  • We'd like to return this product...
  • Everytime We Touch choreography
  • Italia '06!
  • SVI (well, not so much)
  • Cafe Newps Summer Carryout crew
  • Watching Erin Sorlien doing the sweetest tricks in carryout
  • Senior status
  • Television
  • Myface
  • Panera Bread
  • The CUTE juniors in my chemistry class
  • Kid with big lips
  • Senior Quarantine Table
  • Ilan!
  • Thanksgiving
  • Getting drunk dialed at 2:00 in the morning
  • Watching Jess and Brian turn Grace into a Captain Morgan's commerical ad at work
  • Baked. Stuffed. Shrimp
  • Caley and Nick Adventures
  • Caroling
  • Being 18

Things that I didn't love in 2006
music controlling my life
February-April/Busiest time of my life
Uncontrollable Extreme Mood Changes
The smelly clams that Kilian made tara jane and I do shit with (including eating)

I honestly love all of you guys. Let's seriously kick 2007's ass! WE GRADUATE THIS YEAR!!!
Add some more stuff that I may have forgotten and tell me your favorite moments!

(8 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Wednesday, December 27th, 2006
10:31 pm - Bad mood

I know I take things way too personally but lately I've been so upset that my friends never invite me over. I'll call and friend and they're already at someone's house, I'll try to make plans but then they rearrange with other people, or someone will call me to invite other people to hang out.

I've been feeling so miserably lately, I hate this time of the year, I'm fed up with my classes, and I have no friends to rely on. Throughout high school I've never really fallen into any major cliques, I've just been pretty good friends with a lot of people. I feel in senior year that all these cliques just get together and do stuff exclusively and I don't fall into any. And I'm sick of a lot of people's excuses, "I don't make the plans", "it was just a small thing", "people only stayed for 5 minutes", "I couldn't have that many people over". The only thing worse is when people don't even make excuses. 

Whenever I've felt like this before, there's always been one person to make me feel better, a person I could call and talk to about all this. Although the person has always been different, there has always been one. Now there isn't.

What's even the worst thing about this whole thing is that even if I did get invited, my parents probably wouldn't let me even go. Now that I've had my license for awhile and have turned 18, they feel an even greater feeling of protection over me. 

I'm so sick of rolling over and pretending nothing's wrong and just making a joke of the situation, I feel like shit. 

And I'm even more upset that this thing sounds like the lamest thing in the world. I just want to lock myself in my room and organize things.

(9 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
2:52 pm
I like how only 3 of my friends offer to do stuff with them.

My friends really suck lately.

(1 Scünci Ho / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Sunday, December 10th, 2006
10:12 pm - Hmm

Exeter Beauty Academy?

current mood: tired


11:56 am - ....

I like how so few people are my friends on my birthday.

(4 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Saturday, November 25th, 2006
11:02 pm - What the fuck?
I declare today National Bad Hookup Day.

two years and running.

Seriously, if you are my friend you will chain me up to my bathtub next year.

(4 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
11:04 pm - ?
I bet none of you can guess what I want for my birthday. Whoever guesses it right can actually have the pleasure of going out and getting it for me.
Let the GAYmes begin!

(5 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Sunday, November 19th, 2006
10:16 pm - ..............
The following boys I am in LOVE with.

Top Chef - Cast Photos - 28
Ilan from Top Chef and...

Ian from Desperate Housewives

Maybe it's because they both have "ian" in their name?

I wish Ilan didn't look so retarded in that picture...Shup up kilian! He so doesn't look funny!

(5 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

3:15 pm
I'm in a really sad mood today for some reason?

I think it may be the weather and my night shift. I hope someone visits me.

Today was utterly unproductive. I watched Beauty and the Geek for 4 hours. I think that put me a depressing mood as well.

(4 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Saturday, November 4th, 2006
8:05 pm
I'm totally crushing.


Monday, October 23rd, 2006
7:19 pm - Halloween
So I need ideas for halloween.

I was thinking about being a troll doll. I'd have an opportunity to wear a belly shirt, a belly-button gem, AND an excuse to binge fake tan.

Any other ideas?

(3 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Thursday, October 19th, 2006
8:07 pm - Oh AP Chem...
Today in AP Chem: Monica and I overhearing the nerdy (yet quasi-cute) junior boys in our class.

Boys:..yeah, that girl has a HUGE ____it.
Me: Monica, did they just say clit?
Monica: I don't know, but I sincerely doubt it. 

Monica: Shut up kid with big lips!

Seriously, they're all nerds.

Very very cute nerds.

current mood: bored

(2 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
6:16 pm - Hmm...
Has anyone seen the Lowermybills.com advertisement on myspace/livejournal where the guy and girl dance parallel one another across from the illuminated moon. If you look closely enough, the girl is kiiiiiinda fat. No juke.

Has anyone else realized (and by anyone I mean Kerry Yang) that SAT IIs are in TEN days and I suck at math and chem.

Needless to say, I'm fucked.

current mood: stressed


Saturday, September 30th, 2006
10:08 pm - My rant.

Here's my monthly rant. This weeks topics: Bicyclists, customers, and the pope.

You guys seriously piss me off. For real. You guys want to be considered "a member of the road" and "just like every other vehicle" but know the difference between you and us REAL road people? We actually obey the rules asshole. Yeah that's right. You guys go WAY under the speed limit, don't give directionals, and don't even come to complete stops. You guys get all the good aspects of being able to use the road, but don't have to do any of the annoying shit that everyone else has to do. But seriously, you guys are idiots. There are these little things called "accidents" that sometimes happen. You know, when a someone drops their cell phone and looks down to find it then BAM! They hit a car. I'm sure you all have seen those fucking car accidents commercials that scare me shitless. Yeah, accidents do occur. But when the car hits another car, they have about a few tons of mechanically engineered, welded metal to protect them. What do you have? A spicket and some chain. Seriously the next time Tara Jane drops her Wham! cd or Nick is putting on Danity Kane, you're dead. Finally, the town built a FUCKING bike path for your ungrateful asses. You guys suck.

Customers at Work:
Fuck you. I hate you. When you come up to order be ready to order. Don't send your kids back in the food preparation area. I don't know your kids, they don't know me. If you're an old customer, don't take 10 minutes to look for change. You could seriously die any second now and you wouldn't want your last moment to be looking for that Susan B. Anthony coined minted 1937 so you don't have to break a bill. Besides, the state pays for you to be an asshole, so don't be so fucking cheap. URI girls, you wear too much make-up, your tans are fake, and you're kiiiiinda fat. Women who doesn't like the 32 oz plastic cup, don't complain about a fucking cup. You're guzzling down about 1600 calories you fat bitch. Don't leave yo trash on the counter, there's a fucking trash two feet away from you.

"You're mad at the media for making gay people normal? Like you're normal yourself. With your goooooooooooold dress. And you're matching gooooooold hat. Living in that Vatican surrounded by 500 mens. WIth the best antiques found across the world. Queen please, you be livin like Versace up there!

End of Rant.

current mood: pissed off

(3 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Sunday, September 24th, 2006
10:08 pm

(7 Scünci Hos / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

Monday, September 18th, 2006
11:25 pm - Colleges
I have my college list. It's a little extensive but still narrowed down. I'll put them in order of my choices.

1. University of Pennsylvania-Definately a reach school by all means
2/3 Georgetown and Boston University. I can't decide which one will be two.
4. Carnegie Mellon-Good business program but hard to get in
5. George Washington University-good school but hella expensive
6. NYU-I like the school but not sure about NYC
7. Northeastern- eh, I like it. I could do a lot there for undergrad but I don't like the co-op program
8. American University-like the school
9. Temple- Safety school, idk, it looks like a fun college
10. Drexel- free for me to apply and is a safety. win win.
11. URI- apply, absolute last resort. Decent business program but want to go away.

My mom MADE me take Cornell of my list because she's afraid that if I go there then I'll kill myself. Highest suicide rate or something. I hear they even have a bridge o'death.

So between now and college acceptance I need to

-raise class rank
-raise SAT's
-do well of Chem and Math II SAT II (shoot me in the face)
-Early admission to UPenn
-not fuck up


current mood: uncomfortable

(1 Scünci Ho / KISS MY BRASS!!!)

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